I have some rolls of EIR in the fridge and did exactly what Honu-hugger recommends: I grabbed a roll of film to practice how to load the camera in the dark, only I did it without looking at it, under light, in my studio, eyes pointing upwards or anywhere else except to the camera, so as to build confidence and learn to feel the process. I can load my camera in the dark (let me practice first) now!
I wonder what my wife would have thought of me if she had seen me loading the camera that way... Probably she would have been delicate enough not to say anything.