After a few months of soul searching as to why photography was not getting me excited anymore....I decided to go back to film again. I am not abandoning digital per se as I still intend to use digital for family snapshots.....
But invested a great deal of $$$ to set up my darkroom. Picked up a 4x5 enlarger....etc.
When post processing digital images...converting them to b/w....found myself desperately putting as much 'grain effect' on these digital images.
I tried to un-sharpen some of them as the images seemed to be so sharp. I will apply some 'blurring effect' .... Digital images seemed to be too perfect..
These images did not represent the images in my head....
So I went to view a few gallery exhibitions of traditional b/w prints. Oh those photos with pronounced grains....oh so beautiful...
That fire inside me got lit again.